Monday, November 7, 2011

bittersweet

Funny how you finally figure some things out and this all happens on your 21st.

Monday, October 31, 2011

this very morning

Right before I left the house for an early stop at Starbucks, I gave one last look in the mirror.

I saw my mother.

And I even smelled like her. The fusion of a fruity and flowery scent of a victoria secret lotion.

I wonder how she sees me.

p.s.: happy halloween!

Monday, October 3, 2011

wishlist#1

I want to see this band SO BAD! My heart aches every time I listen to their music. I have yet to purchase their album. I wish they were big in America. And I'm tired of hearing the shuffling song.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

rediscovery

Forget moodiness. I get skin breakouts if I continue figuring out why the hell have I've been so down without any apparent reason. My body is suffering from my emotions. Thanks to my acne, I realize how I'm being selfish to myself.

This fall, I seek change. Not just from the heart, but the soul.  Alive--such a great feeling.

I miss blogging.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

wrong side of the bed

Ever woke up, knowing that today isn't going to be not-so-great? It felt like a drag, even just to get out bed.

I couldn't figure out why the moodiness. I just want the day to be over. I want to start over again.

I tell myself, it's not too late to cheer up. Get coffee, that'll always calm me down. Read an interesting article or that book I got from Borders. Grab some dessert.

Check. Check. Check. Now what?

Incomplete. That's pretty much the feeling right now, no matter how ungrateful and self-absorbed that is.